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sorry 2 anyone who likes my fic/WIPs i guess because i genuinely feel like i'm at a point in my life where i might never write hp/merlin/whatever fic again. or like i'll come back to my WIPs but in five years from now when my other interests have worn off (though this is... low likelihood) and my work life has settled. might just dip back in for yuletide and become one of those people whose ao3 is just yuletide fics.

i do genuinely feel a little bad about huffledraco but i basically no longer care about the potterverse at all, have basically moved to another ao3 account, have started enjoying fandom again in a way i didn't in the last few years, like, at all. (which you might notice if you scroll back through my journal and find all the angst posts about how i was feeling insecure about my place in fandom, lol.) there were flashes of something, maybe, especially writing huffledraco, but i wasn't doing fandom at large in a way that i enjoyed. i am now. so: i guess this is me giving my notice? that the lights are on but nobody's really home over here.

anyway. hope you're all living your truths and taking care of yourselves. peace x