hey fuck this

i don't post here anymore but for the love of god could people stop leaving bookmark notes on "by any other name" (the little fic that could/that i wish didn't) saying that kageyama is homophobic, oh my god. yeah, i wrote the damn thing in 2014, i probably could've conveyed it better because i wasn't a particularly good writer yet. but to me it is pretty clear that he's doing the whole "ewww cooties" thing because he's like 15-16 (i literally don't remember) and he has a grudge against tsukki and teenage boys are fucking weirdos. like i know we're all socially maladjusted freaks (affectionate) here on ao3 dot edu but for the love of god spend some time around jock boys i'm begging you. this is GENEROUS. the fact that i didn't make him actively a little homophobic is unrealistic. the stupid fic has over 12,000 kudos which is literally the only reason it's still up, because otherwise i would've deleted something so prone to misinterpretation, but i swear to god i'll delete it if all 12,000+ of those people are under the misapprehension that i was writing homophobia. thinking seriously about orphaning it, idk. i fucking hate it here

anyway in the wise words of someone on tumblr once: fuck this post and happy birthday percy weasley. consider this a sign of life, i'm still out here, still writing & posting on that other ao3, hope you are all taking care of yourselves and letting out your righteous anger whenever you feel inspired to do so